I don't know
I just have a lot of feelings, emotions inside me
and I wasn't quiet good at sharing'em or letting'em out recently
it's like I've been keeping them inside me for a long time
and now I think I'm about to break down completely
I've been depressed a lot recently
and I'm not sure whether I can or can not get rid of it
OH, I wish I can scream
with a loud voice
or to run
run as fast as I can
from nothing but my world
may be if I ran
I get rid of my reality which I can't accept
I wish to cry
until the tears dry
really, tears sometimes are the best friend
it takes all the pain with it and disappear
may be the problem isn't in acceptance itself
may be it's just in me
I don't know any more
I'm just tired
and I'm not capable of continuing like this
or else I'll go just mad
or, I've been already !!
I just have a lot of feelings, emotions inside me
and I wasn't quiet good at sharing'em or letting'em out recently
it's like I've been keeping them inside me for a long time
and now I think I'm about to break down completely
I've been depressed a lot recently
and I'm not sure whether I can or can not get rid of it
OH, I wish I can scream
with a loud voice
or to run
run as fast as I can
from nothing but my world
may be if I ran
I get rid of my reality which I can't accept
I wish to cry
until the tears dry
really, tears sometimes are the best friend
it takes all the pain with it and disappear
may be the problem isn't in acceptance itself
may be it's just in me
I don't know any more
I'm just tired
and I'm not capable of continuing like this
or else I'll go just mad
or, I've been already !!
me too i got crazy because of myslef
ردحذفi cant understand what she want exactly
when i was there i was suffering everyday to come back
when i cameback am suffering everymoment from the life and its dirty playings
i feel i cant adapt with this world
or maybe am not a human being or coming from the outer space
i have big feeling of failure,depression and ambitionless :(
really i feel am not me
:(
what happened dina ? :(
:(
ردحذفwhat happened is that I'm not capable to act in this play any more
like everything is ok and nothing is wrong at all
I can't smile any more while I'm dying inside
you know I can't even speak or talk
I don't have the solution and at the same time I can't change my present neither can I move to my future
I wish I can tell you something to make you feel better
but right now I wish not to make you feel worse :(
:(
ردحذفdon't let these bad feelings control you
or you won't get rid from them
try to get rid from these feelings in any thing
try to do something you love to forget these feelings
and sm!le :) and be optimistic
try to change the bad environment around u
I know these feelings and suffer from them :(
but I try change them
there is a beautiful tomorrow :)
of course my dear there is and there will be a better tomorrow
ردحذفsometimes you just need some company to be with
so as to make you more patient on what you face in your life
once you find this company
you'll find everything easy
even if there is some pain you'll find that you don't suffer a lot
thanks my dear
I'm so much better now thanks to Allah :)